[Again, when he reaches for her and kisses her back, she feels proud of him. Greedy and superior a little because it's her and no one else, but honestly just proud to see him recognize that he has this strength in him. She's proud that the whispers of dirtyhands haven't hardened him, that his past hasn't convinced him he's totally ruined. All she wants is so show him how good he can feel if he just opens himself up and already he's made such strides that he's blown her completely away.
He should be proud, but she doesn't pull back to tell him that. He puts his hand on her back and she curls toward him, almost near enough to touch his chest but still with a few inches separating their bodies. Still conscious of his space, even as he makes sounds that make her want to tip him over and pin him to the bed and kiss him senseless.
She's never wanted that. She had never been more than a passive partner in bed, but she also had never considered what it might be like to be allowed to have what she wanted rather than to follow the orders of someone paying for her. Maybe, because it's Kaz and he's the first person she can remember ever really wanting, everything will be different with him.
Would be different. If it went farther than this perfect, storybook morning.]
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He should be proud, but she doesn't pull back to tell him that. He puts his hand on her back and she curls toward him, almost near enough to touch his chest but still with a few inches separating their bodies. Still conscious of his space, even as he makes sounds that make her want to tip him over and pin him to the bed and kiss him senseless.
She's never wanted that. She had never been more than a passive partner in bed, but she also had never considered what it might be like to be allowed to have what she wanted rather than to follow the orders of someone paying for her. Maybe, because it's Kaz and he's the first person she can remember ever really wanting, everything will be different with him.
Would be different. If it went farther than this perfect, storybook morning.]